I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

MY BOYFRIEND BOUGHT ME ICECREAM CAUSE H LOVES ME .
MMMMM SO GOOOOOD ! <3

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !

m&m's are cool :)

So .. found this website... www.mms.com and you can make your own m&m characters , it's pretty rad. :)

Heres a few I've made so far !

They are of all my family members & my boyfriend :)

yaaaay, drama .

SO!
there has been alot of drama going on about the confed. flag...
Here's my bit.

YOU ARE ALL STUPID AND WASTING YOU LIFE.
WHY ARE YOU FIGHTING , NO ONE IS GOING TO LISTEN TO EACHOTHER ANYWAYS SO SHUT THE FUCK UP.

THANK YOU.

That's all basically , hope you are all having a good day .

hi hoe hi hoe its off to work we go :)

Holy shit.
Major room clean up , nice and tidy .
GO ME ! :)

Anyways , room is all tidy and stuff ... gonna enjoy me self some smoke and maybe a coffee or cup of tea :)

SO, while cleaning my room I happened to find this old likes thing I wrote , I don't know if you would consider it a poem . I don't .. but ya more like venting I guess...
Here it is :


I could listen to you talk all night.
But, then I would never sleep,
Because I'm not ready to miss a single word you will say.
And I hate that every time I hear the sound of your guitar,
I go back to every sweet kiss,
Every drunken night,
And I realize,
The moments I share with you,
No matter how unsober I am,
I feel true emotions,
That I know you never will,
Because you still love her...every piece of her.
You break my heart when you're sad,
Because you're sad for the wrong reasons
And I cannot help you ,
That's all I ever wanted to do was to help you.
But this will never work.
We will never work.
You will never work.
You've slowly broken yourself
Into a million pieces, like a broken mirror.
I can't even bring my self to try
And pick up the broken pieces,
Because I know that all I am going to see
Is your broken dreams and hopes shattered on the floor.
I know I will hate what I see ,
And I cannot bring myself to hate you.
You told me it would happen.
But I know that if you would open up
And let me inside for just a moment,
I could try.
Try and help you.
But you wont.



Anyways ... kind of lame I guess, but it's something .

Anyways , I was playing explorer earlier .. well not really but I looked like one kind of .
Like female Indiana Jones ! :)
HAHAH!
Pictures?
I think so ..

so hungry , lets have sandwhichs friends :)

Mmmmmmmm! ...tasty sandwiches :)




Thats all I really have to say..enjoy these pictures while I enjoy my lunch :)

Cheers friends !

straight country girl right huu'r folks !

So waiting to go to my ultra sound .
Have to pee so badly , trying to distract my self ... listening to music ... taking pictures .. and i just realized how BADLY I need cowboy boats .
I mean common , they're like the ultimate country symbol , my moms two pairs don't fit me because I have huge feet :(
here's some pictures from my waiting :D
enjoy friends!

good morning.

So , turns out those "female" pains turned out to be a little more serious.
Ended up in the hospital last night , they're not to sure what is wrong with me , but I get to go back for an ultra sound today ! WHOOO!

Anyways , that's really all that's new today with me...
How are you all my cheery friends ?

ow ow ow , girl pains :(

I hate being a girl ...
hate hate hate...
cramps...are the shittiest thing every.
the ones where your whole body hurt .
fml.

i am a paper boy , with a cutie pie hat :)

I love hats , I have like 60 of them , its like a collection .
The whole top of my wardrobe is full of them ..
I really want a top hat though .

Anyways , I stole my boyfriends paper boy cap.
and I got taking pictures of my self being all cool and shit waiting for my mom to get outta the credit union.

Here's some pictures , enjoy friends !

I'm awake awake !

So , I am not tierd whats so ever ...
Kay , maybe a little , but not enought to fall alseep right now without running through a million and a half things I have to do tomorrow .

Check list :
Open a bank account for work !
Get coffee with mom !
School school school.
Wait on ungrateful assholes ! (Thats always the best part of my day)
Listen to people bitch.
Um , fight with my brother , you know how it goes.
Argue with my sister about shit , usually happens.
OH! i HAVE to go to English tomorrow , or I'm going to fail.
Which would be bad cause i already have a graduation dress picked out .

Which BTW, is the cutest thing , and it can be worn again .
Shopping at La Chateau soon !
Expensive but sooooo worth it :D

Wanna see a picture ? .. I think i saved one , I'm so excited .. mainly because I don't have to be a stupid waitress and I get to work in a kitchen ...IN A 5 STAR HOTEL...my life is amazing .

heres a picture of the dress.
enjoy your night friends !





So , you can see the top and waist line . the rest of the dress is pain black and will come to about my knees , cute eh ? :)



OH ... Elton John just can on the radio , did i tell you that I got a ticket... Dad had an extra, Mom paid for half to make it my birthday present ! You don't even understand how overly excited I am , all I need now is to get my best friend in there cause shes dying to see this show, if not , I'll will be the bestest friend ever and get her amazing pictures. Because I am just the greatest like that ...."Rocket maaaaaan" ...god I love this man :)

work work work .

So I went in for my training today, and I must say being a waitress sounds complicated.
BUT...lucky me , THEY PUT ME IN THE KITCHEN --- whooooa ! ...I'm so happy , I love being in the kitchen !
Anyways , hope anyone who is actually reading this is having a good day , im not sure if anyone actually reads this .
LOL, :)

I'm a little tea cup !

So , I really LOVE fancy tea cups , here's a couple pics :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS :)

> Mom looking stunning :)

>This is Chris , showing off his pipes !

> Birthday Cake

So , its my moms boyfriends birthday today and I made him a cake .
We haven't eaten it yet , but I'm sure it will be tasty, because I'm a pro-chef :)
Anyways here's a couple pictures from this evening + his birthday dinner at him moms house , which is sooooo pretty :)

feelin' pretty :)

so im feeling quite pretty today !

weekend was good, yes?

My weekend was good.
Yours?

I made money , was very happy about that.
Bought a gift for my mom , a dress, and some new lip gloss.
Still on my list..
Leggings, plain black.
Smokes.
Maybe some alcohol :)
OH !...or a gift for Chris , because it is his birthday tomorrow , HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDIE :)

So, the kids I babysat, to make all this wonderful money were brats.
As most children are.
Although , I had a fight with a 5 yearold today.
ABOUT: Who could ride their bike faster.
Obviously I can , because my legs are longer.
DUH , stupid children .
Anyways , enjoy your night !

New hair cut today ! :)
New wardrobe too !
All together a good day !!

except my brother is a douche bag . *

good good

Good afternoon,
Alright day, busy busy.
Photos, serve food , clean up.
That shit.
Easy ! .. not.
Anyways , not fighting with my boyfriend anymore.
Good good, love him !
Bye bye :)

goodmorning world , good night all

So , 12:32 am , here in Ontario.
Lovely, nice and dark.
Lonely , loud.
The t.v is still going.
In my sisters room, across the hall.
Her friend is coughing, I can hear her.
Loud and lonely.

Hi , I'm awake, I don't know why.
I have school tomorrow.
I deal with idiots ALL day !
FUN! :)

I cook.
Clean , and slave upon teachers !
It's the best part of my day.
No really , it not ...well somedays , if I am cheerful enough.

Anyways , hope your all dreaming sweet dreams.
I am not , oh hello barking lab dog.
You are also loud, Chris is home.

Let me try this again , good morning fair friends.
Goodnight , all ! :)